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Well, much has been going on. I feel like I could sleep for a whole day, maybe even a week. Yesterday went okay for me (yesterday was my grandmother's memorial service and burial--or "drop in" as my cousin called it, hehe). I realized that my reaction in situations like these is to be strong for people around me. I don't know if it's my perfectionistic tendencies, or just the way I handle things. At any rate, I tend to deal with emotional stuff more often when I am alone, or with close friends than with those directly involved.

At any rate, I am not really enjoying being with my family right now. Just too much drama, and too much busyness. I really need to just not do anything for at least a little while at some point this weekend. I want to sleep in Sunday. I really hope I can. I need a vacation is what I need!