I cannot wipe off this goofy grin! =)

Yesterday and today have been wonderful days!

First off, last night, I had a really good time with God. I went to Java Jones, put some Tortoise (TNT & Millions Living will Never Die) in my headphones and snuggled up on a couch with my journal and Bible. I find I do some of my best journaling that way. Something about being alone in a crowd gets me very contemplative and I think at a different level than I normally do alone at home. Maybe it's just the different environment, I don't know. I don't have answers yet, but with everything, it's a process. I can't wait to hear what God has to say, be it on issues I've brought up, or things I haven't thought of.

Before that, I got home and walked into my room do discover a rose on my bed! Of course I knew who it was from! =) I was wondering whether it was ok, but when I flipped over the card, on the back is says something to the effect of "Don't worry - Ryan OK'd this" (Ryan being his small group leader).

Afterwards I had to walk somewhere and when I was heading back, I hear a car honk, and there's Nathan driving someone's car, with Ryan in another car behind him, moving some of his stuff to his new place, apparently. I felt kinda funny, cause I had figured since we live so close, we might run into each other, but I was still caught off guard. We exchanged hellos and I Love You's, and that was pretty much it. When I passed Ryan's car, he's all "That's another week, starting now! ...just kidding" haha! The whole thing was amusing, but I was glad to at least know that he's got help moving and everything.

So then, we come to today...

I'm sitting here at the office and I look out the window to see a guy walking up with flowers. I have always wanted to get flowers delivered to me at work, but it's never happened -- till today *HUGE GRIN*.

Nathan sent me a dozen beautiful long-stem two-tone pink roses and a little note (which also said that Ryan OK'd these as well, haha).

I'm so happy and I feel so special that he splurged on me like that! He's gonna get a big kiss when I see him again on Sunday!

~M