Craziness!

Things have been nuts lately. Seriously. I'm gonna need some chocolate STAT!

I am sick of having a huge load of stuff to take care of, but it seems to never end right now. Thankfully work has been a little slower today.

Yesterday was a not-so-great day. Things are so messed up with Avon right now. They had my old address on file and my order got shipped there (a currently vacant house). BUT, it didn't get delivered there. I checked. Nor did it get delivered to my correct address. I called Avon last night, but it was too late to get a hold of someone due to the wait. So I called this morning and the best they could do was re-ship it. And I wouldn't get it till Tuesday or Wednesday of NEXT WEEK!!! ARGH! I may have it re-shipped anyway, but I am getting really frustrated with everything.

When I switched to Avon from mark. (a sub-company), I was supposed to get 50% earnings on the first few orders to help me jump-start my business. Well, I didn't get it. I got the standard 20% due to my order size. I am so frustrated with this.

I have also not had the time to pack, clean, or organize for moving rooms. I'm gonna be sharing, so I really need to downsize A LOT. I really wish I had the money to buy a few more large plastic storage tubs, but I don't right now. Sometime next month I'm gonna have a garage sale though and get rid of some crap.

On top of everything, Nathan and I have been getting on each others nerves this week, and while it's all working out, it's been stressful. I love Nathan to death, but this week has been a bit hard. With the grace of God, though, we always work things out. And the grace of God also prevents us from strangling each other! haha

I have to give the guy credit where credit is due though...he really takes good care of me (or at least tries his darndest!) and has done a lot of good things to help me out, like cook dinner and even run a couple errands. We just hit deeper nerves this week, I guess. But it's good in the long run, because then these issues don't fester and grow into huge problems.

Anyway, so much on my mind...I know that God will provide, I just have to stop worrying and stressing out, which is SO HARD for me sometimes...will I ever learn?

God, please help me learn to just trust you and not freak out!

~M