*Sigh*

Today it has been rainy. Kinda matches my mood a little. I am kinda depressed over this whole thing. I honestly have no idea how this is gonna work out, but I know it will. I have a feeling that my Uncle isn't going to flex, and that I am going to be moving out, even though I wish I didn't have to, especially since my Grandmother could go any day now. Erika, one of her caregivers, was telling me yesterday that she is really worried about her. That she is not doing well. My grandmother has said that she is nervous about closing her eyes because she feels like she could just slip away.

I really just want to cry, but for some reason, I have not been able to cry this whole weekend, even with all the stuff going on. I don't know what my deal is.

I would be lying if I said I wasn't scared. Scared about my grandmother, scared about my living situation. But at the same time, I know that God will provide. He has been teaching me to rely on him to take care of my needs lately, and I can see why!