A Down Day

I'm kinda feeling a little depressed today. I think it's a mixture of things. I kinda screwed up with something last night, I haven't gotten enough sleep, and I've been pretty busy lately.

I really wish that I had a friend who is dating. All my close friends are single and unattached. I do have Katie to talk to, which is wonderful, though. She's really easy to talk to about anything and has good advice. But I feel like in some ways I can't completely relate to some of my friends anymore. And a few of my close friends are going through difficult situations and it's kinda draining. I love being there for them, but I just feel a little lost at the moment, I guess.

Nathan is also wonderful, and I love having him to talk to, but I need my female friends, too, and it's impossible for him to be everything to me.

This week has been quite busy as Nathan and I have spent a lot of time together. We had a really good time on Sunday and Monday talking about the fast and catching up with the week's events. Things are so different now that he's working and living someplace different. It's kind of a good chance to "start fresh" so to speak, since he's been taking more spiritual leadership, and general leadership, in our relationship. We stumble and make our mistakes, but we learn from them, and that's the important thing. No mistake we've made has been earth-shatteringly awful or whatever.

Tonight it will be nice to have a bit of a break from things. Hopefully I can get together with someone and just chill and talk. I really wish I could just leave the office early today. *sigh*

Anyway, off to finish the workday....

~M